Lately, I have not been feelin' the blog. Actually, I haven't been feelin' much of anything.
And by feelin' I mean motivation to do something/anything.
I have been feeling almost-overwhelming amounts of lethargy, uselessness, and anxiety.
I guess to be honest, it's not incessant. It comes and goes in waves. It's not unbearable. I'm not immobilized by it.
I know. I know, I know, I know.
I know I have it good. I know God's sustaining grace and goodness. I know I don't have to live by my feelings.
But still. This is what I feel. I get sick of battling and wish I could just be "normal."